America the place of which I was born, yet I see all the detriment that black people over time has worn. Seeking to be welcomed in this hateful place, not forcing ourselves hard enough to win the race. Africa the land where the oldest bones are known, yet our mindset will not allow us to culturally transform. Should we move to the freedom of open arms, yet we choose to stay with America because this is where we were born. Is America my home for my mindset that fact is not known. Land of the free home of the brave, steady beat and gunned down by others and ourselves like they did the slaves. America, all the years of life my family has done, now I am mentally convinced the place was not meant to be my home.